Texts.........

Wishing dat im still hugging u dear

All the laugh n joy

We been thru before this

I miss it all dear......

Notink stop me to loving u again

N last nite u text me.....

It bring back ours memory....

Together.....

And here ours text last nite......

Abby:Ag care gau ku gak d

Me:Ag ar =<....

Abby:Cyg mh..?

Me:Cyg.....

Abby:Hehe thanks....

Me:Just thanks......????

Abby:Kidding jak...ku pun kai nya perfect pun..

Me:4 me ur perfect...susah ka ngiga indu baka d.

Abby:P...urg seldom gak appreciate me....mayb salah aku gak lar...ntah la...

Me:Nya mh....Mayb also it my fault..coz ignoring u b4...

Abby:Ku pun ngai obses g lorh....

Me:Obses wat???

Abby:Mcm lelak n 4bia ga ku in luv...ilek2 jak mh

Me:Urmmm....

Abby:Aie..kan xlama ag u open relatnshp, try find one...

Me:Emm...if i dun wan...

Abby:Wa..wat so special bout me?

Me:Bcoz i noe u better

Abby:Ehe...u cn get to noe othr gurl btter lorh...

Me:Emm...

Abby:U still keep my pic??

Me:Ya..i still keep it..,how could i dlete it...

Abby:Cyg juak d gau ku....

Me:Emm...Abby..,wat if i say i luv u ryte now...,

Abby:Ar..?Thanks 4 ur luv..

Me:It dat all....

Abby:But my love goes to him...

Me:=<

Abby:Urmmm..p ku jaie gau d,mangah gau d.

Me:All u do dat is good 4 me...it changed me

Well dear....u luv still remain change

And notink will unchanged it back

And i still waiting u to return wit me again.

XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 more days and i will be in Miri!!!!!!!
Wishing all my Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2011
Let us throw away ours bad memory of 2010 get a new life and im might seeking new love starting 2011........
Love hunting begin on 2011  

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/0-9/3-doors-down-lyrics/here-without-you-lyrics.html ]
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

Keith Urban - Only You Can Love Me This Way

Diz is our song dear....i won't forget it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmuqORloBJw

ABIGAIL AUDREY LYDIA



Seem familiar name to you...?????
Maybe not..but im does knew who is Abigail Audrey Lydia...
I really know her so much.....
And before this...She is my girlfriend or should i said my whole life depend on her...
Now....there no more of her cause of my EGO!!!(Hate my ego so much)


So here the story goes on....
All my life spend with her together with an enjoyable moment
She change my life before i knew her...
Before i know her..i was a bad persons drunker+smoker+playboy+gamer+heartbreaker
My life were change after knowing her....


2006.....
This year is really meaning for me because we know each other...
That time we still just a friend and shy2 from each other hehe....
But that time u still have boyfriend and both of u got problem with the relantionship
Im always giving u advice to stand still and be brave even though ur boyfriend always scold
and mad at u....
U always share ur problem with me...
And im always be there for u...if u close with me i will wipe all ur tear
But i can't...cause u from Kapit n i from Kuching..we so far from each other...
Cause i feel that ur really hurt enough sometime during u call me with crying
I almost wan to cry wit u...


2008.....
We were friend been bout 2 year....before we getting serious relationship(loving each other)
During we still friend, we spend time together laughing sometime crying together
Hey Audrey...remember the song Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade...
I still remember we sing together through the phone call
"Hold ur breathe...because tonight is the night that i fall for you...over again...don't make
me changed my mind....i won't live to see another day i swear it true...because the girl like
you is impossible to find...ur impossible to find"
And that night after we sang together that song...
Im feel im already love you so much...i feel we should'nt be friend no more
Im willing give my heart for u to keep it...
And u accept it Audrey...wow..Im already im the luckiest man i the world after u accept me
Only for u my heart are re-open since i was just a playboy...
Break heart girl there and here...
Cause i feel that u is more different than other girl i meet before
Seem like i don't like to break ur heart like what i do to many girl before
So i start my serious relantionship with u
All my mind is want to marry u later ^^
Here some of our song Audrey Lucky by Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat
"Lucky im in love wit my best friend..." we sang that before right...


2009......
This year i have to let u go for the 1st time.....
Im letting u go because i wan u to focus study for ur SPM exam...
See.....how strong is my love for u dear....
Im sacrifice my love for u because i dun wan u get bad for ur exam
Tell me if got other people doing this to her girlfriend....
Im guess there is no right...
And i promise u i won't find other girl when im leaving u a year...
Im holding ur promise dear...but i don't know either u hold ur...
2009 is the tough year for me without u...
And im scare of u got new boy...


2010......
Year gone so fast ya dear....
And i ready for u if u still remember me after 1 year missing from each other..
And is does...u still remember me
So we been couple again just like before..
Everything seem work just arcordding to plan....
During we back again...u requesting me to hear a love song u love
That song is Only u can love me this way by Keith Urban....
The first time i heard that song i know that is ur feeling and ur love to me
So i try find the guitar tab for that song at internet..
Wishing i can perform singing in front of u later
And i decided calling u to singing for u cause u wan to...
"That u always in my heart...u always in my mind....when it all became to much...
u never fall behind....and there no one else came close to u...who ever take ur place...
only u can love me this way...."
That lyric really have big meaning for me...cause it represent my love for u dear....
JUNE 2010...we argue once cause my bad habit came again that is ur worst enemy
Drunk+smoke=Gawai...dear....it gawai..all people drunk that time...but im not too drunk that night..
I noe u waiting my call at that night but i can't call u dear....
Blame to the line at my place....it not me that forgeting u...
That only once a year i can enjoy drunk u know.....
I love u so much dear....
And when my birthday came....all i wan is u for my present gift
U is the 1st one who wish it..i can't believe u still awake till midnight
Waiting for 12.00am to wish me at the 1st person who ever does...
Even though i was sleep early at my birthday...i appreciate for u wishing dear...
But at the time of ur birthday...sorry im late wishing for u...
Im a bad boyfriend because im don't remember ur birthday...
I admit i forget ur birthday dear.....then world war 2 happen...
So we discuss with good way...my decission that time is BREAK...
U know how my ego is right Audrey...U also say im have a big ego.....
Ok fine....Forget me if u wan...delete my picture if u wan....Don't contact me from now
But u don't wan...u still wan to be my friend...u did the stupid thing that night after we argue
For the 1st time u drunk calling me u wan me back......
Because of ur stupid action i accept u back and don't wanna see u hurt...
A month later...u changed dear.....WHY!!!!!
U seem not reply my text and always work to do....
Seem that u is not my Audrey like i know before
U CHANGED DEAR......totally changed.....
So i try investigated wat make u changed
And i got the answer....the answer really break my heart to pieces dear.....
Silently u got scandal in ur life....that day i could'nt think once....
Feel really stupid wat u done to me.....
Why not u tell the truth...i won't get mad...wat make me mad is u not telling me!!!!!
I burn all picture that night....i feel useless that night....
And nearly get killed by road accident cause of u....


But now all i can do is just missing u and letting u wit him
U seem love Hendry Bato so much....
That is fate seperate us....U from Kapit n i from Kuching...
Our world so far dear....but u and Hendry close it good for u dear...
Go with him if u like to....
All i can do is BLAME TO FATE that seperate us...


THERE ARE NO MORE LOVE TERM IN MY LIFE!!!!!
I wait for u to come back again Abigail Audrey Lydia....
I LOVE U SO MUCH like the song u gave me ONLY U CAN LOVE ME THIS WAY

Leaving Naim Cendera KIS Project

Thx 4 all staff at Naim Cendera KIS Project for everything....
I learn so much at KIS Project during my practical (Industrial Training)
Starting 20/7/10 till 19/7/10.....It all bring gud moment 4 me wit u all...
miz u guyz a lot.....haha :p
Thx 4 evrything mostly to Mr Orjit my construction Manager [CM] hehe...if bos c my my blog im juz cn say PEACE hahaha :P
not 4get to Mr Albert Lee a.k.a the Project Manager of KIS(Org kuat nie haha)
Mr John Teo (engineer)
Kak Norafiza(Engineer) bila mok kawen kak Nora haha...
Mr Lam (Archi Enginner) dun wory Mr Lam even though sye xde nnti ada trainee bru dtg tolong Mr Lam buat starter bar...
Mr David Teo (In-house surveyor)
Abg Shan(Junior Supervisor)..ko blajar bna2 diploma towk haha...
Mr Alexander (CNS supervisor)
Mr Romeo Ruldoph (CNS supervisor) ha....spa g mok tolong ko buat site diary ya mun ku dh xda :p....
Mr Liew Chan Kui a.k.a LCK (CNS supervisor)...
Chester Chong (M&E Engineer) boh slalu main football manager 2011 ya kja buat...
Mr Adrul Hatta (M&E Supervisor)
En.Hazumi (Safety Officer) and Steve (M&E Engineer)