The meaning i miss u badly

While im doing MS 2 (Mechanic Structure 2)

It kind of late im finishing my assignment

And not much from that…

I keep thinking of YOU…

I don’t know why it always happen all the time….

Yours remaining love still got from me…

I keep thinking of you no matter what I do

And once im thinking of YOU…

It give me inspiration for me to study…

It give me strength to finish all my assignment…

It may sound funny and I don,t know why (sigh..)

And I think is good….

Cause it change me a lazy person…

Who do assignment and tasks last minute….

All I want to do right now is…

To change your mindset..

About who the way I am right now…

And it not the same like before…

I want you to open your eyes…

See me clearly..

That I change for YOU..

Valentine Day

VALENTINE DAY??????

There no more term of my Valentine Day…….

Because…….

My love is gone…..

But….

Abigail Audrey Lydia…..

That girl is still my girl….

Even she not with me right now…..

But in my mind and heart…

She still with me forever and eternally…

You know how I celebrate my Valentine Day dear Abby….

Me celebrate it with BEER right now (3.41 am)

Even now if I drunk…I still manage to write this blog…

Because of I MISS U badly dear….

The facts is….

Even my friends hate you so much….

Because causing me drive crazy of you….

And forcing me to forget you somehow….

But…….

They can’t force me…..

Because….you know what….

I STILL LOVE YOU…..

Even that I HATE YOU…..

Because of the LOVE is more than the HATE

Do you miss me like I do…..

24/7 I MISS you dear…..

You know that!!!!

How could you do this to me…..

What is my fault….

Did I make you cry????

Did I make you hurt????

Did I scold you so much before this????

Did i????

The only answer is only you can ANSWER that!!!!

No dear….

What I said this is not that I mad at you…

But…

You have not yet answer these QUESTION i ask from you!!!!

All I need is the ANSWER dear…

WHY you doing these to me….

For all the thing you have done to me before…

ONLY YOU CAN LOVE ME THIS WAY…

You change me….

You make me good from bad….

You teach me what is good , what is bad dear…

But why????

Why have you to make the decision..

You pick HIM!!!!!

So…..

What im gonna tell from my blog is….

Wishing both of you DEAR…

A happy VALENTINE DAY…

That all…..

Texts.........

Wishing dat im still hugging u dear

All the laugh n joy

We been thru before this

I miss it all dear......

Notink stop me to loving u again

N last nite u text me.....

It bring back ours memory....

Together.....

And here ours text last nite......

Abby:Ag care gau ku gak d

Me:Ag ar =<....

Abby:Cyg mh..?

Me:Cyg.....

Abby:Hehe thanks....

Me:Just thanks......????

Abby:Kidding jak...ku pun kai nya perfect pun..

Me:4 me ur perfect...susah ka ngiga indu baka d.

Abby:P...urg seldom gak appreciate me....mayb salah aku gak lar...ntah la...

Me:Nya mh....Mayb also it my fault..coz ignoring u b4...

Abby:Ku pun ngai obses g lorh....

Me:Obses wat???

Abby:Mcm lelak n 4bia ga ku in luv...ilek2 jak mh

Me:Urmmm....

Abby:Aie..kan xlama ag u open relatnshp, try find one...

Me:Emm...if i dun wan...

Abby:Wa..wat so special bout me?

Me:Bcoz i noe u better

Abby:Ehe...u cn get to noe othr gurl btter lorh...

Me:Emm...

Abby:U still keep my pic??

Me:Ya..i still keep it..,how could i dlete it...

Abby:Cyg juak d gau ku....

Me:Emm...Abby..,wat if i say i luv u ryte now...,

Abby:Ar..?Thanks 4 ur luv..

Me:It dat all....

Abby:But my love goes to him...

Me:=<

Abby:Urmmm..p ku jaie gau d,mangah gau d.

Me:All u do dat is good 4 me...it changed me

Well dear....u luv still remain change

And notink will unchanged it back

And i still waiting u to return wit me again.

XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 more days and i will be in Miri!!!!!!!
Wishing all my Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2011
Let us throw away ours bad memory of 2010 get a new life and im might seeking new love starting 2011........
Love hunting begin on 2011  

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/0-9/3-doors-down-lyrics/here-without-you-lyrics.html ]
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

Keith Urban - Only You Can Love Me This Way

Diz is our song dear....i won't forget it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmuqORloBJw